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My best friend gets married and I can't make it. I don't know where I will be on November 23rd but I sure know where my heart will be.

I always intended for this to be a happy blog so have decided to not write for a while.

George Varghese

My summers were spent in Bombay with grandparents. As a kid, I disliked leaving my friends and all the possible fun we could have had but at the same time the thought of being with my grandparents and the entire gang in Bombay was enticing.

My grandpa was one of a kind. There wasn't a concept called unhappiness. I knew not what sorrow meant, when with him, I felt secure. I remember grandpa to be a happy soul, cheerful and always content with life. He didn't have no worries in life me feels; quite contrary to the truth but that was the kind of man he was.

I wish I had half the strength as him, nevertheless I will try and that people, is what is called Osmosis. He lives on.

I love my car and the system. I need to go on drives more often.

The Last Pioneer?!?!

I just realized that I am alright.

The more I stressed, the more things seemed to get away from me.
The more I held on, the more it seemed to fall through the cracks.

I do not stress no more, I do not hold on to it. Tomorrow I will face it, maybe there won't be anything to face at all. Let life take its course.

Arshu brings me a lot of happiness, the dude has finally started mumbling stuff too. I love my kids.

Now Bhaat to do.

15th August - Independence Day back home.

For me its a Friday with a hopefully early start to the weekend.

Wireless is Working

Weekend: I kept myself happy in spite of stuff happening around me.

Tomorrow is a whole new day, 24 hours at a time. It's pretty clear how I intend to live through it. I wish I had a dumbass robot at my disposal who would bounce off anything said with a PJ. Even better, I need that kutta sessions where anything and everything was aptly translated to humor. I need a good laugh in spite of it.

3rd August, 2008

Huge day in my life. 3rd Aug, 2008. God taught me an important lesson today. I re-confirmed my faith in Him, to tell you the truth, it meant more to me than just that. People will come and go, some will stick around, some not so much but I can count on that something within me to be with me. Always.
I had lost it, buried it for quite sometime for reasons that made sense to me but that didn't take me very far. It's got a name now, a new entity within me, its no longer me within me, it's got a new name, Jesus.

I heard a man today say "Beta, fasna nahi!" Huh! At the end of such an important ocassion, I realized what an important step I had taken to put my trust in Him and do it for the right reasons rather than a man. I wish I had my mom to share this with, I wish I had my grandpa to hug and tell him that I had given him one more chance to be proud of me. I am sure he is partying up there :) .

I've re-confirmed the lessons taught to me, I've decided to keep my foundations intact. Now I need to get back to the people that have been with me through everything. The people I can count on, default per say. Apart from my family, the first name that comes to me is Ashish and my Aachaey gang. They are my reasons to be thankful to God for, I need to carry them along with me.

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