Things will never be normal again. There will be a new normal that we'll need to get used to. The process will be heart-wrenching.

I feel deflated but inspite of that, I haven't lost hope. Through the misery, I see a lot of good in this world. The good that I don't deserve but I still experience. There will be a void in our hearts but the rest of it will be filled with hope. Hope that one day it will be alright. This too shall pass.

For now, I am here to grieve.

Liam

He had his Mother's eyes, his Dad's lips. His Mother's fingers, his Dad's face. His Mother's nails, his Dad's limbs. He would have made a great footballer. He was perfect in every way.

He was our first-born.

May 10th, 2017. Thank you for giving us those precious moments. We'll see you again.