Lukkhagiri comes at a price

Firstly I gotta thank God for everything. Secondly I am surprised I am not being able to maintain the same level of enthusiasm as I have right this moment.

I am super excited. Partly cos I have again begun to make fun plans and partly cos I wanna execute them impromptu. Plans and impromptu?? Yeah, keep wondering but that's how it is. I don't need a lot to get excited but I do need this level of enthusiasm to sustain. Right now I think I have the ideal dose of "dont care" coupled with the determination to be happy.

It's midnight and I think I am gonna be online for quite sometime, because.
Tomorrow I have tons of work but that doesn't matter, because.
Tomorrow evening I am gonna play football followed by mutton (goat) cooking, because.
Day after I will see New York (the movie),because.

Random Observation

A thing about football. I see a lot of guys practicing really hard on fakes. It's a good skill to have in your armory but I see them becoming a prisoner of that skill than effectively utilizing it. So much so that if you play with these kinds regularly, it's much to obvious that they are gonna fake than move ahead. Pointless really. Essentially now you are faking yourself.

Football is a beautiful game. At some point, you reach a stage where it's only you and the ball and you can literally dictate what you want to do with the ball. It becomes really simple then. I don't understand why you would want to put excessive fakes which destroys your rhythm and effectively accomplishes nothing.

Oh btw, I fake too, just that I don't fake myself.

All in good time

Home is where I want to be.

I'm still hoping things get pretty straight-forward for me. I am kinda tired of all of this now. I have finished this work-week on a high. This weekend I intend to have loads of fun, again to keep myself happy... and that's just how it is going to be with me.

Home, right now seems some distance away. I have to work my way through it. How I achieve what I wanna achieve, is in God's hands but I have to keep my journey least stressful. Hiccups are part of the game although I do have the hope that at the end of the day, God's gonna make it all worth it. It's always been the case with me, right? This time too, right??? (This is the point where You answer me God. But anyway...)

I am again expecting it to be met the hard way but eventually it will happen. Well, hopefully. I want absolute happiness and for most parts I think it is the case, but at some level, it tends to get relative. That's when I need to be careful and get back to absoluteness.

All in good time and at the end of it, it should be worth it.... it will be worth it.

All Of Mine

Bombay - Bethel Villa.
Pune - Just About Everything.
People - Just spent a good chunk of time thinking of all of 'em.
Football - Happiness
Good Times - Aaah! Many more to come
Life - God

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