Of late I have been wondering why I do the things I do. It takes me precisely 20 seconds to give up and get on with my merry way. But with blogging... things are different, I am actually trying to continue to wonder. I need something to write, don't I?
This arbit fascination to trace myself has lead me to blogging. Alright, sounds like a logical explanation but blogging?!?! I don't think Binoy is the kind of person who blogs. But then that's the thing right, Binoy has this undying need to do everything in life. He has been like that since ever. Which gets me back to my original question, does this answer the question? Maybe, maybe not.
It's beginning to rain more consistently now. There are gonna be days on end when people here will start questioning the existence of an entity called sun. The North-west cities are known for such weather, it could get depressing at times. Not to me though. I live a life where I choose to get depressed or not. People might say that might not be completely in my control but fact is I have been doing it for the past 10 months and with a good degree of success. There are those occasional niggles; alright sometimes a tornado of sorts but at some subconscious level you choose to trigger its termination or continue to propel it. To a large extent my support system (for the record I have an awesome set of people doing that job marvelously well) help me stabilize. Sports, this might be a first for many, brings me a lot of happiness. No I don't mean fun by happiness, happiness as 'happiness' was meant to be used, speaking of which mid-week I played a lot of baddy, thankfully my arm was responding well and I showed no signs of the tennis elbow problem that has plagued me in recent times.
That said I just realized what is the point of this post. I still refrain from letting reasoning cloud my decisions. I am still a child. I haven't grown up, in fact I never did intend to grow up. 20 seconds is the attention span permitted, beyond that thinking is just a waste of time. So here's the situation, I am a child who blogs!! A child who wants to trace down his thoughts someplace... sounds ridiculous to me but it sure does sound like a thing Binoy would do.
I be.
P.S: The Ducks defeated the Trojans. Ashish, if you ever get hold of my blog I repeat... The Dhucks defeated the Trojhanzz, what you keep telling me about Red Sox. Shya man.
This arbit fascination to trace myself has lead me to blogging. Alright, sounds like a logical explanation but blogging?!?! I don't think Binoy is the kind of person who blogs. But then that's the thing right, Binoy has this undying need to do everything in life. He has been like that since ever. Which gets me back to my original question, does this answer the question? Maybe, maybe not.
It's beginning to rain more consistently now. There are gonna be days on end when people here will start questioning the existence of an entity called sun. The North-west cities are known for such weather, it could get depressing at times. Not to me though. I live a life where I choose to get depressed or not. People might say that might not be completely in my control but fact is I have been doing it for the past 10 months and with a good degree of success. There are those occasional niggles; alright sometimes a tornado of sorts but at some subconscious level you choose to trigger its termination or continue to propel it. To a large extent my support system (for the record I have an awesome set of people doing that job marvelously well) help me stabilize. Sports, this might be a first for many, brings me a lot of happiness. No I don't mean fun by happiness, happiness as 'happiness' was meant to be used, speaking of which mid-week I played a lot of baddy, thankfully my arm was responding well and I showed no signs of the tennis elbow problem that has plagued me in recent times.
That said I just realized what is the point of this post. I still refrain from letting reasoning cloud my decisions. I am still a child. I haven't grown up, in fact I never did intend to grow up. 20 seconds is the attention span permitted, beyond that thinking is just a waste of time. So here's the situation, I am a child who blogs!! A child who wants to trace down his thoughts someplace... sounds ridiculous to me but it sure does sound like a thing Binoy would do.
I be.
P.S: The Ducks defeated the Trojans. Ashish, if you ever get hold of my blog I repeat... The Dhucks defeated the Trojhanzz, what you keep telling me about Red Sox. Shya man.
No comments:
Post a Comment